Hmmm... Question

Do you ever find yourself isolating your self from the group? Therefore being cast as an outsider looking in. As if to find your self stuck in a rut right outside the comfort zone. What are you supposed to do when you find that your body is physically denying your depression? What does it mean when you’re smiling on the outside, but on the inside your body deteriorating down to the very core, down to the toughest exterior. When you don’t know what to do? When you’re so mad that you can’t help but smile? What exactly are you supposed to turn to?
What’s the point in trying to satisfy others? If you’re never going to get anywhere with self satisfaction. Have you ever given yourself to one person that isn’t you? To then later realize that you were making one of the biggest mistakes of your life. To then realize that the person isn’t worth it? That all they ever wanted to do was take advantage of you? That they were never any good intentions and that things aren’t ever going to go the way you wanted them to go? That you have been fooled, robbed or your purity, taken away from your heart, the only place where you can find yourself? It’s like there is no where that you can go to determine your own emotions, determine the effects of your own actions. What is that? The feeling of Captive freedom, it takes over my world. Am I the only one? Do u think I’m crazy??

Join the club…cuz so does everyone else